Its a long process it feels like... being in relationships that make you feel like its going to happen and then it busts up and your left feeling so inadequate.... BUT you have to keep telling yourself its out there... its out there....
I just look at some of my friends and it seemed like it was so easy for them.. childhood sweethearts, or someone they were friends with first, or they marry the first person they date because its perfect.. SHEESH.. lucky doggies.
Im still looking... sometimes i feel like i've found him... i hope hes him. -sigh- to bad i dont have a diary lol oh well for now you all can be my diary.. i wish i knew. =/ but God knows.. and for now i am just going to have to content in that.
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